4.28.15 Evening

This is my chance! My first evening post! I kinda have to hurry, I took my sleeping pill and if it hasn't kicked in, it's going to! Note: I take it and have to be laying down, ready to sleep. Ah well.
     So today was a good day, an eventful day. I had lots of goals and got quite a bit done. Didn't get any craft work done, but eh. Spent a little too much time on facebook and watched one too many episodes of "The Next Food Network Star". In my reality, who cares, I mean I care right now who will win, but will I care a year, five years from now? Eh. I didn't walk today, but I did get to spend a few minutes outside on the deck, enjoying the sunshine. I made chocolate chip cookies for the kids. They enjoyed that. I remember once in the last few years, praying I would be able to be in my kitchen, baking for my kids. And I was today! Every night, I catch myself wondering, will tomorrow be a "Sleep-All-Day" day? I have those. I will sleep until 10AM be up for a few hours then crash again until 5 and force myself to stay up until 9 or 10 then back to sleep. I can't seem to figure out if it's a form of depression or side effects or what! Ah well, prayers then I guess. I started reading through the Bible a year ago and got off track around April 21st (that's where the book mark was anyway). I picked back up a few days ago and am all caught up, so it'll be Through the Bible in two years. I'm a bit of a perfectionist when it comes to saying I'm going to do something, and trying to follow through. Thus all of my 1/2 finished crafts, I KNOW I WILL FINISH THEM! When I was going through the really tough chemo, I flew through my projects. My reason? I thought, I don't want someone else to have to finish these if I pass on. Truely. That was my thinking. Not that morbid, I'm going to die, just I better get this done. Then I started thinking about all of the people who have helped and I want to give them something I created with my own hands. Then I got off track by starting new Christmas projects. Afters Christmas that year, I never went back to my 1/2 projects. Ha. Just putting this in black in white, gives me motivation to finish them and post pictures. Okay I have to end this. I need a good ending line, should I just stick with Love you, love me, love you, love me?

Hi: Cleaned our "family room/ den/ laundry room"
Lo: My beadwork is still waiting
Mama: Baked cookies for my kids
Wife: I got an extra kiss and I'm so proud of you from Bill. (Acts of Service a clean house for him)
Me:I read my Bible!