Wow! The last couple of posts were doozies! It' late tonight and I am tired, but I have thoughts and it's time to break my streak with no posts. No posts on this blog are a good thing. It means, I'm not being so hard on myself, I'm overcoming challenging obstacles. Lately realizing all of the co-dependency issues I have overcome. I'm choosing not to see myself as so weak. It's really not a good look on me. I am choosing to see my strengths and let a lot of stuff go. It's a short life, in retrospect... Which brings me to this.
I've been on you tube for the last couple of hours... sucked into watching videos. And I realize tonight was a night for Alternative music. Up until now, I haven't said aloud that I like Alternative music, but as I look back on music I like, I am drawn to sappy, sad songs. They may bring into light this side of me that I haven't been open to embracing, but tonight... The Cranberries, Lisa Loeb, Natalie Imbrulia, Train, Three Doors Down, Goo Goo Dolls, The Calling. I know some of these maybe up for debate, but in my mind, "Alternative".
As time passes by and my Survivorship grows stronger, as I grow stronger, I see that time is short, life is short, embrace every part of yourself. Embrace the mistakes, faults, failures, because you learn from them,you get to see your strengths and the reality is you only have 100 years (Five For Fighting).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tR-qQcNT_fY
Love you, love me, love you, love me...
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