11/16/15 Wearing out

No idea what to title this one as I am very tired, but the pain in my sides has kicked in and I am finding sleep elusive.
Most of you, my un-followers know this means I may tend to ramble a bit or blog around in circles. This is okay. This gets it off my chest (no pun intended) and out of my thought process.
In church today we heard about healing. About one, who we are in Christ and we were asked what does that mean. What is HAPPENING in our lives if we know who we are in Christ and who Christ is in our life. Something then must be happening. Are we laying hands on the sick and they are being healed? Are we raising the dead to life? (all in Jesus name of course) I was given the opportunity to give my testimony. See if you have known me from the beginning if you've followed my story, I went from stage 4 Breast Cancer to NO EVIDENCE of DISEASE. There is no cancer in my body. I have been healed. I am a walking miracle. This past surgery has been for reconstruction and for the doctors to replace what they removed.
Tonight, my thought process raises the question, if I believe (and I BELIEVE!!) I have been healed, then my whole body should fall into the alignment of being healed. There should be no "side effects" from the disease, hurt, addiction, pain, suffering right? Furthermore, God doesn't do things half way right? Did heal the blind man's one eye, or the man with leprosy only 1/2 his body. God does things to the fullest. We should receive to the fullest. I shouldn't be afraid of being healed. In fact if I woke up in the morning with completely full breast, with no trace of disease...a COMPLETE healing. a little shocked, yeah, probably. But what a rocking miracle. God did it all.Same God from 2000 years ago who raised Jesus from the dead. Same Jesus who raised Lazarus from the dead. This is what I want. I want miracles in my life and I don't want any fear about them. I don't any worry about what a freak of nature that would be. I would CLAIM my Jesus Freak nature and Give Him the glory. Okay my thoughts for the night. Know that I am praying for you tonight my friends and I love you, love me, love you,love me.

Rhonda